Friday, July 19, 2019


“So, what does it all mean?

Come and sit down. Here.

Is that...
Is that Kurt Cobain's
Fender Mustang guitar?

Well, I don't know.
Probably. I don't remember.
I have so many things.

Can I pick it up?

I don't always worry what the message is.
I just pass it along.
I slip it between the notes.
I hide it away from people
who know it's there.

You said you've done this before?

I wrote the music your dad grew up to.
Half of what you're singing along
to as a kid, and I'm still good.
And these teenagers are
dancing to my music.
# I want it that way #
- # Tell me why #

- You're telling me there's...
hidden messages in old pop songs?

In movies, television shows,
everything you know.


That's pop culture, isn't it?
You throw it away like tissue paper.
When I blow my nose,
I find a used Kleenex, I recycle it,
and there is your wedding song.
Here it comes.
# I wanna know what love is #
# And I want you to show me #

What are the tunnels for?
Is there gonna be a war?

Aw, hell, I don't know.
I'm just trying to make a living
and earn a few dollars.

Well, you have everything.


You know this girl?

Well, isn't she pretty.
# Earth Angel #
# Earth Angel #

- She was killed...

- # Why won't you be mine? #

...along with Jefferson Sevence' murder.
- I think you already knew that, huh?

- No, I did not.

But I don't care what's fashionable or cool.
It's all silly and it's all meaningless.
I created so many of the
things that you care about.
The songs that give your
life purpose and joy.
When you were 15 and rebelling,
you were rebelling to my music.
Uh-oh. #Smells Like Teen Spirit#
That one you know.
That song was not written
on a distorted guitar.
No, I wrote it.
Here, on this piano, somewhere between
a blow-job and an omelet.
There is no rebellion.
There's only me earning a paycheck.

- I don't believe you.

- Oh, good.
Because the real message
was not meant for you.
So, it's better if you just smile,
and you dance,
and you enjoy the melody,
because this ugly old man... me...
I am the voice of your generation.
Your grandparents, your parents,
and all the young people that follow you.
# I love rock and roll #
# Drop another dime in the jukebox, baby #
Aw, look at you.
Everything that you hoped for,
that you dreamed
about being a part of, is a fabrication.
Your art,
your writing,
your culture...
is the shell of other men's ambitions.
Ambitions beyond what
you will ever understand.”
     Dialogue from Under The Silver Lake (2018) 

Wow…It’s an MK slip-n-slide all the way down everywhere you look these days. In the just released film Midsommar, the bright daylight and sunny climes conceal the true horrors that lie in wait for the unsuspecting, the uninitiated. What a parable for these times….. Almost like a breezy Caribbean island where the unspeakable lurks underground, undercover, and behind every palm tree. And interestingly, tellingly, huge occult markers lie at the bottom, and stand as lynchpins, of both of those rabbit holes. And this is our world. The real world. The one we’ve been telling, warning, people about for years and that no one wanted to acknowledge or even give a cursory glance towards. Smart people. People that should have known better. 

It’s been written here before about casting the runes and burning the witch but things have progressed haven’t they? Burning the witch? Now it’s more like let’s nuke it from orbit. The worldwide evil is so pervasive that nothing else will do – and even that might not be enough. Are we in a Radiohead video yet?    

It’s still a panic attack, it just ain’t so low flying anymore. And I repeat, it’s not a “witch hunt” in their paranoid, entitled classification system if there REALLY ARE witches. They always just call it that to paint their vile selves as martyrs. Don’t fall for the misdirection of their self-outing themselves as what they really are and then portraying it as pious satire and/or sarcasm. Michael Aquino on Geraldo’s Devil Worship Exposing Satan’s Underground special in 1988 lamented the prosecution of Satanists as a “witch hunt” during  the “Satanic Panic” days – that wording seem familiar now? I’m sure they would love to take the Pedowood stance and turn the ‘Prosecution of Jeffrey Epstein’ into the ‘Persecution of Jeffrey Epstein’ and make it the same thing. It is NOT, and no amount of dark-state-sanctioned pedo-enabling and pedo-normalizing in the media is going to change that. Thankfully the awakened and pissed off masses are much less easily duped these days, Colonel.  

Is (Midsommar’s) Ari Aster suddenly now directing our lives? Perhaps it’s the brilliant Under The Silver Lake’s David Robert Mitchell? Phil Collins? It sure seems that way. In this Apocalypto world it’s all coming massively undone, and late-coming normies to the guillotine party are struggling to cope – and you can feel it, everything that’s coming…Hollywood and mass entertrainment eidolons revealing universes:

“Well I was there and I saw what you did/ I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off that grin/ I know where you’ve been/ it’s all been a pack of lies…..”

All those well-worn words and images I’m leading with here are coming home to roost with terminal velocity and renewed meaning in the summer of ’19. And the next year looms like the beginning to another Roaring Twenties only for entirely different reasons.     

I’ve been waiting for this moment all my life too. It’s not stopping. We’ve got back-to-back weirdly timed and located blackouts in NY and DC. (The NY blackout, by the way, affected 42,000 on the 42nd anniversary of the 1977 blackout and the epicenter was 42nd Street. That’s three 42s. Or three 6s. Symbolism relayed and received. And symbolism will be their downfall.) This NY blackout also taking place at the exact area where Jeffrey Epstein was being held, could have been either an attempt to break out or take out Epstein, or, as was stated, an advanced case of elite signaling……….

“You fear me?  You should….all you who are vile. Would you like to know how you will die? The sacred time is near….Beware the blackness of the day… Behold him reborn from mud and earth. For the one he takes you to will cancel the sky…and scratch out the earth .Scratch you out. And end your world. He is with us now.”                 Mel Gibson’s Apocalypto   

……….We’ve got Epstein found to be in possession of…and listen to this closely…an expired Saudi passport under an alias from the 1980s issued not by us, but by Israel. What was the landscape like then? What was going on? Iran-Contra.

Think arms secretly supplied to the Contras by Israel and the U.S. If Epstein was a part of that network (and this passport puts him squarely in that mix), that links him intimately to the George HW Bush-Cheney-Rumsfeld network and the shadow government they engineered during that time in the National Programs Office. These deals were also brokered by the Saudi principal and middleman Adnan Khashoggi through the BCCI, the infamous Bank of Credit and Commerce International.

(of which the intimate delving into likely got investigative reporter Danny Casolaro killed – “suicided” with both wrists slashed to the bone in a West Virginia hotel bathtub on August 10, 1991.)

Danny represented one of the first known victims of “The Octopus.” It was and is an Octopus grown and nurtured by operatives just like Jeffrey Epstein, that gated supplier of joy.

There are many more connections regarding today’s headlines with what Casolaro was deeply involved in in 1990-91. PROMIS for one. It was the revolutionary backdoor computer software stolen from Inslaw that allowed unacknowledged, invisible, untraceable access to all computer files of whatever party it was sold to – and one of those main sellers was…wait for it… Robert Maxwell, Ghislaine Maxwell’s dad and major spy/fixer/arranger for Israel. It is extremely likely Maxwell offered up his own daughter into the arms of this Beast system.

PROMIS was also thought to have been gotten a hold of (somehow wink wink) by Osama Bin Laden prior to 9/11. Hmmmm, handy. More circles for Epstein to inhabit, profit, and learn from. Interestingly, the CIA was offered PROMIS as early as 1981, back when they were calling Bin Laden by his CIA handle Tim Osman.

And to get a handle on what Maxwell was selling: (and please note heavily DYNCORP in this mix)  

Much more about PROMIS and Ptech here as they relate directly to 9/11, the Bohemian Grove, missing kids in California, and complicity by the W Bush junta by the currently missing insider Indira Singh and the currently dead Michael Corbin – implications abounding and don’t listen to this one late at night when the moon is full:       

Khashoggi also was the uncle of Dodi al-Fayed, the paramour of Princess Diana

when they happened to be taken out for whatever they knew – and trust me, with her all-too-intimate proximity to the Royals and their personal relationships with the Savile crew, that would be exactly everything (pedophile rings, arms dealing, child trafficking, sacrifice, murder) – in the Pont de l’Alma tunnel in France on August 31, 1997.   

If Epstein was riding high within these circles at this time, he was also likely brokering shadow funds across international lines also at the behest of the Deep State according to the Continuity of Government (COG) scenario that Oliver North unwittingly unveiled during the Iran-Contra hearings. And who else in this child-raping milieu also served as a bagman during Iran-Contra? Michael Aquino, that’s who. Well, this is just turning into one big child-rapey party, isn’t it?

From Dave McGowan’s Programmed To Kill, page 37:
“Paul Bonacci who was one of the most severely abused of the child victims (in the Franklin Scandal investigation.) His abuse at the hands of (Larry) King began when he was just six years old and included his forced collaboration in the production of child snuff films.”

On page 39- “One of the names that surfaced at the Bonacci trial was that of Michael Aquino, the ‘High Priest” and chief executive of the Temple of Set, an overtly satanic cult that split off from the Church of Satan in 1975. Besides tending to those duties, Aquino has also been known to occupy his time serving as a “Lieutenant Colonel, Military Intelligence, U.S. Army.”

“Aquino was identified in court, by the mother of a victim (Johnny Gosch), as being a key player in a nationwide pedophile ring.  Paul Bonacci himself has also positively identified Aquino as an associate of King who was known to Bonacci and the rest of the children only as “the Colonel.” King’s former personal photographer has identified Aquino as the man to whom he saw King hand over a suitcase full of cash and bonds. The photographer, Rusty Nelson, has also said that he was told by King that Aquino was part of the Contra guns and cocaine trafficking operation run by George Bush and another notorious Lt. Col. named Oliver North.

Aquino has also been linked to Offutt Air Force Base, a Strategic Air Command post near Omaha that was implicated in the investigation by the Franklin Committee (and that also, strangely enough, where George W. Bush opted to hide out on the afternoon of September 11, 2001). Aquino was also claimed to have ordered the abduction of a Des Moines, Iowa paperboy, Johnny Gosch, which opens up other avenues of vast, child procurement operations on the state-sanctioned level.

Epstein was deeply installed within all these power loops for a reason. Acosta saying it was “hands off” because Epstein “belonged to intelligence?” No kidding.  It’s Lights Out in the Summer of Sorcery. Ringside seats available but they’re going fast. All of these reprehensible people represent one large family, or, for lack of better wording, a Cult. All of their names intertwine and intersect in various money-making schemes, plans, foundations, groups, and “philanthropic” pursuits which are only cover for never-ending procurement operations. (Epstein once boasted he started the Clinton Foundation…)  

Epstein is a member of the Trilateral Commission, the Council on Foreign Relations, and untold numbers of speculative tech firms specializing in everything from AI to transhumanism to android development, the Human Genome research, bioweapons, mind control chip-to-brain implantation, “soul harvester” tech, the Sentient World Simulation, and so, so much more. Not to mention looking at those Trilat Commission and CFR memberships has got me wondering – what if, just if, Epstein was the ultimate switching yard; the Mossad Pindar that ran the 9/11 blackmail operations for the Deep State at the behest of, say, David Rockefeller? We’ve already got the PROMIS software put into play…think about it.

Food for thought and grist for another mill, another day….but a lot of people were brought into lockstep line and under some incredible sway for that one particular day I’d say. If that particular horror was a bridge too far for even some of their delicate sensibilities, well then, hey, what’s a little blackmail between Satanists?     

His personal plane’s tail ID number just so happens to share the same ID number with DYNCORP, the State Department, and the CIA. ALL, no surprise, also share something else: extensive ties to child trafficking, torture, rape and organized, systematic pedophilia.

"The individual further advised me of circumstances which indicated that the investigation into the activity of the Finders had become a CIA internal matter. The MPD report has been classified SECRET and was not available for review. I was advised that the FBI had withdrawn from the investigation several weeks prior and that the FBI Foreign Counter Intelligence Division had directed MPD not to advise the FBI Washington Field Office of anything that had transpired.

"No further information will be available. No further action will be taken."

At this point in our bedtime story we’ve got foreign dual-citizenship nationals, pedophiles, Satanists, mind control mad scientists, child trafficking blackmailers, neocons, the Mossad, and the CIA all in bed together. Seems about right. Good Lord. 

Now maybe you begin to understand why the legit Epstein arrest represents such a Big thing with a capital ‘B.’ Forget dominoes falling at this point – you may be witnessing the unraveling of a civilization and the start of a whole new one. One that actually lives up to its name. How refreshing would that be? Methinks this isn’t going to be some 90s Lewinsky splooge dress or OJ hot-footing it down the 5 Freeway “The Juice is Loose” style melodrama – this is gonna be some epic end of Rome/ Battle of Evermore shit. Because if those Epstein tentacles reach back into the ‘80s, then trust me, they reach everywhere; into the twilight events of 2001 and beyond…

“What do you think of Western civilization?”
Mahatma Gandhi: “I think it would be a good idea…I think it would be a good idea.”

The Clintons issue a get-out-of-jail-free card to Haitian child trafficker Laura Silsby; she changes her name to Laura Gayler and gets appointed to head the nationwide Amber Alert program. Does this make any rational sense?

Rudy Giuliani looks the other way when more than 80 children come forward during the West Point daycare child sexual abuse scandal, and he becomes NYC mayor – during 9/11 no less where he’s in position to run cover.

Bill Clinton is Arkansas governor during the Iran-Contra proceedings where he obfuscates and covers up all the goings on (which include and are not limited to pedophile and mind control operations) at Mena airport for his paymaster, George HW Bush, and in turn his prize is the two-term Presidency starting in 1992.

Not one official or authority figure during 9/11 was ever held to account for the massive military/intelligence/political failures on that day. Every single one – in any position – was only advanced and/or promoted. Think about that.

Are things starting to align in your mind yet? This explosion we’re seeing with Epstein is absolutely NOTHING new. The only thing that’s new, and again, refreshing, is the growing sense of outrage people feel as they are waking up to the doings of the Big Club they’ve been under control of for so long. And more than anything, the knowledge that organized and systematic Child Abuse isn’t the exception here, it is Policy. And more importantly than Governmental, it is Religious Policy. Which means Ideology. Every single one of them holds onto this like it’s their lifeboat.

Quick aside: look who’s on the advisory board of Lifeboat, Inc., a firm specializing in deep underground bunker/tunnel systems.

Now look at the topography of Little St. James underneath the “Temple.” Think there could be something going on there?

That would lend credence to new No.1 person-of-interest Ray Chandler’s scrubbed instagram photo that she nabbed of the underground on the island and posted (in a fit of what? Conscience? Hubris?), and that everyone saved as important: 

Have a look at the various underground access points on the island that have been noted by diggers:

Finally, the possible (probable) tunnel system including all distances and positionings which absolutely reek of the darkest occultic influences – this is blatant and damning and as spooky as anything in the real world gets, signifier-wise:

The betrayal of innocence leading to torture and ultimately and most key, sacrifice, is their worldview. It’s been here since the Phoenician, Aztec, Incan, and Mayan cultures. Perhaps even longer. Their gods were here before Christ walked the earth. Before the dinosaurs walked the earth. They perhaps led to the downfall of Atlantis, when it is said technology outstripped men’s souls. And that cycle appears to be happening again as it becomes easier and easier to converse across and thru dimensions thanks to the good folks at places like CERN, D-WAVE, and Kindred.

This is going to be part of an ongoing summer (and hopefully into the autumn and winter) series showcasing Epstein and the surrounding landscape, all of which encompasses far too much metadata to be included in a single post without blowing my tenuous infrastructure, many fragile temperaments, and all of your minds. After this introduction we must examine the arcane and occult tech that Epstein himself is undoubtedly enmeshed in as well as his ties to the all-important MEGA group. Assembled together, all of these linkages and connections will illustrate for you beyond a shadow of a doubt the range of what has been hidden from you for far too long.

Only today this photo was released of a “pizza” (wink wink) delivery boat operating out of another of Epstein’s properties, the recently acquired (not Little) GREATER St. James island. I kid you not. This is a seriously legit photo of a taxi that would deliver your hot and fresh “pizza” (wink wink) to you, “boat-side,” whenever you ordered it when docked in and around Greater St. James island.

Can these people actually be this stupid? Evidently they can. Given everything surrounding these people (and I use that term now loosely) since the wikileaks reveals in the fall of ’16 (and I’m talking the killrooms, the pedophile “jokes,” the spirit cooking, the thelema, the moloch, the bloodletting, the perv artwork, the pig farms, the babies that will ‘be in that pool for your entertainment,’ the handkerchiefs with pizza-related maps, the babies referred to as hotards, the $65,000 hot dog parties…..), is there anyone left that honestly believes, given their “tastes,” that any of them are really talking about pizza when they say “pizza?” I really want to know, honest to God. Because if you really do, and I say this fondly, you’re dumber than a bag of hammers, OK? 

And lest you think I’m reaching here – I remember all of us were perplexed when scrutinizing the pizzagate evidence back in late 2016 on Alefantis’ instagram as to who or what his constant #carisjames tags meant, especially since he always put that on photos of rather haggard looking little girls. Well, let’s try Caribbean island of St. James on for size, shall we? Things starting to seem a bit clearer?

Meanwhile, all of these images have in the last few days been scrubbed from both Google and duckduckgo engines – luckily, there are many people saving everything now. 

One person even posted on one of the chans how they stumbled upon what appeared to be for all intents and purposes a “child ordering service” existing within the Little St. James phone system: 

After all this, let me hit you with a major, but only a very small (if that makes sense) part of the Big Club thruline in very expedited fashion for the time being…

Very, very long story short, it just so happens that Ghislaine Maxwell (Epstein’s long time No.1, girlfriend, and major pimp – she basically procures for the procurer, OK?) has a sister that’s married to one Roger Malina, whose father is none other than Frank Malina, which is where our story begins to turn, strange angels…….

In 1942, Theodore von Kármán, Frank Malina and three other students started the Aerojet Corporation. (one of those  = Jack Parsons = Crowley, Babalon working = L Ron Hubbard = antichrist ritual = Moonchild = Thelema = Podesta email) (Podesta email = pedophilia = child sex trafficking = child sacrifice = Crowley) Whew! But you see how it all comes around. And remember Parsons also founded JPL, the Jet Propulsion Lab & NASA precursor, on Halloween, 1936.

By late 1945, Malina's rockets had outgrown the facility at Arroyo Seco, and his tests were moved to White Sands Missile Range in New Mexico. (Roswell a part…) Here, the project's WAC Corporal sounding rocket was the first U.S. rocket to break the 50-mile altitude mark, becoming the first sounding rocket to reach space. 

During 1947, with rocket research in high gear, Malina's demanding travel and administrative schedule, along with a dislike of so much rocketry research being devoted to weapons systems and not scientific research, caused him to re-evaluate his career and leave Aerojet. Malina's passing interest in the Communist Party and labor activism while he was a graduate student in the 1930s had also attracted the attention of the FBI.

He moved to France and joined the fledgling United Nations as secretariat of the United Nations Educational, Scientific and Cultural Organization (UNESCO) under Julian Huxley. (Aldous’ Brave New World bro) In 1951, Malina became head of UNESCO's division of scientific research. Two years later, Malina left UNESCO to pursue an interest in kinetic art. (“Art” world rears its head again = Abramovic, spirit cooking, Alefantis, Art in Embassies program, what’s in your shipping container, hmm?)

In 1952, at the height of the Red Scare, Malina was indicted for having failed to list his Communist Party membership on an old security questionnaire from Caltech. He was declared a fugitive, to be arrested if and when he returned to the United States.

In 1968 in Paris he founded Leonardo, an international peer-reviewed research journal that featured articles written by artists on their own work, and focused on the interactions between the contemporary arts with the sciences and new technologies. The Leonardo journal is still published as of 2018 as a project of Leonardo/ISAST, the International Society for the Arts, Sciences and Technology.        

NASA et al all in the military family by the way, the same military that employs Aquino to catapult Project Monarch under MKUltra to indoctrinate & imprint children thru SRA & trauma based mind control in places like the Finders and McMartin and NXIVM’s Rainbow Culture Gardens and Sandusky’s Second Mile to create satanic slaves and little super soldiers and moonchildren for their New World Order – this after he got back from Viet Nam laying down Project Phoenix, which sought to traumatize – there’s that word again – the locals thru human mutilation, dismemberment and cannibalism, which then came home to fuel the weird “serial killer” explosion of the late 60s-early 70s here on home soil – hey, if it works it works, right? Let’s bring the war home! Bundy, the Zodiac, Kemper, Manson, Richard Ramirez, Gacy and so many others all exhibited classic Phoenix fingerprints to their “work.”

All in “the family,” and that family always needs your kids --  a never ending supply of them to turn, and for that they speed dial the procurers, the Saviles, the Sanduskys, the Epsteins. It’s a mass-turnout antichrist system in full New World Order flower that we’ve finally dug our teeth into with world-splitting momentum now. 

So this, THIS, is the family that Ghislaine Maxwell is embedded within. And exactly what ‘Q’ meant when he said to “follow the family,” and “Find 4 connections.” Do I get a prize if I found more than 4? Especially when they’re all occulted and black magick tech-ed up to the eyeballs, and hey! Speaking of eyeballs, wanna know something else weird?

Yeppers, both Savile and Epstein had/have a thing for eyeballs. Savile, while he was raping one of his underage victims menaced her with his “eye” ring, saying: “The eye can see everything!”

As for Epstein, he has an entire WALL of them, individually framed in the foyer of his NY townhouse. “These, the owner tells people with relish, were imported from England where they were made for injured soldiers.”

Whatevs, you freaks. Just more evidence that the rich and the satanic, unlike the young and the restless, don’t live, don’t believe, don’t practice, as you and I do. I can just hear the Bill Clinton defense now: “I did not inhale….their souls.”

Good ole Bill, by the way, spent 6 hours last Friday in NYC talking to the FBI, so make of that what you will. It may have been about his visits to Little St. James (of which he is claiming 4 when nobody asked him yet, when the flight logs show 26) – it may have been about even more interesting data such as this stellar deep dig:  

There is so much more to tell you about what I’ve found, and hopefully, God willing, we’ll be getting into all of this on a much more regular basis around here for awhile and keep going straight into the fall and winter as I said – so until the very soon looming next time, keep reading, keep digging, and keep on keeping on with the constant pressure we’ve been applying – it’s more than getting results, it’s the water cooler talk driving the next great Revolution, and it’s how the world changes. Discovering all the connections can make you dizzy – but that’s a good thing.  

Have a safe and glorious F5 Suicide Weekend in this most hypnotic and hypnotizing summer. The ride from here on in gets crazy. 

“These bastards stole their power
From the victims of the Us v Them years
Wrecking all things virtuous and true
The undermining social democratic downhill slide into abysmal
Lost lamb off the precipice into the trickle down runoff pool

They hypnotized the summer, 1979
Marched into the capital brooding duplicitous
Wicked and able, media-ready
Heartless, and labeled
Super US citizen, super achiever
Mega ultra power dosing, relax
Defense, defense, defense, defense
Yeah, yeah, yeah, Fuck.

I g n o r e l a n d

The information nation took their
Clues from all the sound-bite gluttons
1980, ’84. ’88. ’92. too, Too.
How to be what you can be
Jump Jam Junking your energy
How to walk in dignity with throw up on your shoes

They amplified the autumn, 1979
Calculate the capital
Up the republic my skinny ass
TV tells a million lies
The papers terrified to report anything
That isn't handed on a presidential spoon
I'm just profoundly frustrated by all this
So. Fuck you. Man. (Fuck 'em)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, Ignoreland
Yeah, yeah, yeah, Ignoreland

If it wasn't there we would have created them
Maybe, it's true
But I'm resentful all the same
Someone's got to take the blame

I know that this is vitriol
No solution, spleen-venting
But I feel better having screamed
Don't you?

They desecrate the winter, 1979
Capital collateral
Brooding duplicitous, wicked and able, media-ready…..
And that takes us out of the record and into the Revolution.
Take it.”
      REM, Ignoreland, Oct.5, 1992

Breaking news 7-18-19 12:30pm: EPSTEIN DENIED BAIL….Developing….Hopefully Jack Ruby isn’t on his way to the courthouse.


  1. 2:34... it lurks

    Can't fucking stand it anymore
    I can't
    I'm in pain
    There's something round the corner and it's driving me insane
    I don't know what to do or what to scream or what to think or who to tell or what to rhyhm or who to hurt or what to yell.
    I'm tired all the time
    I'm tired of it all
    I'm tired of not knowing
    Let this fucking curtain fall
    None of it is right.
    I'm exhausted every night
    Watch me lying in the dark, looking for a fight
    Right now. As you read. As I type. I'm aflame.
    I'm in hate with the world. Slowly going insane.
    No escape
    From this game
    Let me choose
    Let me lose
    Set me free
    Let me be
    I just can't anymore, without knowing what it means
    Cus there's something around the corner and it needs to be seen
    I'm sick of this trick and it needs to be shown
    I don't care anymore
    Leave my poor mind alone

    I can't see 'round the corner but I know something's near
    I can feel it's heart beating
    Smell it's breath in my ear
    But let something be warned
    This I promise to you
    When it comes to my door
    Then I'll be something too
    Drag something to the floor
    Make my hands as a noose
    Show the rest of the somethings
    How much they've got to lose

    1. Know you're posting as 'unknown' but I hereby christen you ALF since you seem to have taken A. L. Tennyson a bit to heart, with more than a smidge of Keats' Second Coming thrown in for good measure. And believe me, I feel ya my friend. "They" are going to feel all of us soon, even more than they do already.

      What's the 'Q' saying? They won't be able to walk down the street. Check this recent tweet by none other than CNN's Jake Tapper, that old Trump-hater himself, in replying to someone that said "this is all going to get so much worse":

      EVERGREEN? Hillary Clinton's SS code name? Seriously????

      What, they're turning on each other now in anticipation of what's coming?


  2. Hello Wordman -- It's a pleasure (as always) to follow your dot-connecting journey. The past couple of months, the dark info pipe has been on full blast and I commend you for making some sense of it all.

    Funny you should mention "In the Air Tonight." The brooding evil in that song is right on the surface, and for all its power I could never understand how it managed to become a hit. It was a big sonic departure from Collins' work with Genesis and his jazz drumming in Brand X, and sat uncomfortably with the light tunefullness of his first album. Subsequent efforts to recapture that peculiar creepiness ("Mama," "Through These Walls") fell short.

    As you probably know, the song was created in the wake of the ugly divorce that ignited the emotionally intense singing style that Collins first deployed on the prior Genesis album ("Duke").

    Collins claims that "In the Air Tonight" was spontaneously created by singing over the drum machine beat one late night in his home studio -- a sort of automatic writing. He also says he doesn't know what the song is about, but thinks it is linked to the trauma of his divorce. I can imagine the anger that seethes under the calm surface of the verses could be channeled from his romantic life. But somehow the overpowering revulsion or the looming sense of ominous cosmic terror don't fit that explanation.

    Were we not in such a target-rich environment, I'd consider a dig on Collins and his ex-wife Andrea Bertorelli.

    Of course, this oddball song would not have been issued as a single and given the big promotional push had there not been major support from the record label. At the time, Genesis was a moderately successful band still fighting against public perception as a 70s dinosaur, and short, balding Collins had virtually no public profile at all outside the band. This record was by no means an obvious hit. So why did the label push it?

    .. that label would be Virgin Records, which leads to Sir Richard Branson, Jeffrey Epstein's Caribbean island neighbor and personal friend of Ghislaine Maxwell and a whole host of the characters in this drama.

    Thanks again for sharing your thoughts,

    1. Hey again X-Oli!!

      Thanks so much for throwing in your valuable insights to the wading pool of the damned here!

      You are spot on in that there is SO much hidden in and circulating around our pop mass entertainment, or enter-train-ment as I like to call it, music especially. Given our druthers now, it almost seems as if there has been an entire secret language paraded before us for decades as we boogied unawares of the sigils implanted in and between the notes and words...I'd go so far as to say you'd actively have to try really hard to find a top 40 hit from the 70s-80s period that isn't imbued with something that can't be read or inferred in multiple sinister ways now.
      Take a long hard look at Elton John's love letter to the Brian Wilson wall-of-sound production values "Someone Saved My Life Tonight."....yikes! "hooks in me; roped and tied; altar-bound,'re a butterfly..." Good Lord it's like a MONARCH how-to manual from Aquino's basement!! Was the single illustrated with pentagrams? "a slip noose hangin in my darkest dreams..."

      Given that, is there any wonder?:

      Feel duped yet? I know I do. One more example: I distinctly remember the lyrics to the Stones "Waiting On A Friend" on 1981's Tattoo You being different from what they've been amended to read now. Then, even in the reviews, the wording for the line went "Don't need a whore, I don't need no booze, don't need a virgin braced."

      NOW that reads "Don't need a virgin priest..." WHAT? That doesn't even make any sense given the Jagger-Richards lifestyle.
      Somewhere along the line it got changed. And given Jagger's name prominently appearing in Epstein's vaunted black book, pretty sure I know why, but that horse has left the barn there, Mick.

      ALso what you said -- pretty interesting that the entire Stones catalogue got remastered on CD first on Branson's....wait for it...VIRGIN records, in 1994. EVERYTHING is a nudge nudge wink wink inside joke at our expense. Also it pains me to have to say being that this guy was a quasi-hero of mine in the day, but given his being a relative fixture on Geffen's yacht with the likes of Hanks, Iovine, and Oprah, I've got grave, GRAVE doubts about Springsteen. Which might sound weird til you really start thinkin' 'bout it...How the mighty have fallen.

      Kill your idols.

  3. Oh, & one more stellar example I forgot:
    Masonic checkerboard.
    "Spirit Cooking" before there was spirit cooking.
    Compare & contrast with Marina Abramovic MOCA 2011 human cake photos.
    Not much diff than I can see.
    Tom was always an old stoner recycling Byrds riffs but a witch too?
    Prove me wrong.
    ALL of them witches.

    Somewhere, on a yacht I'm sure, David Geffen is smiling.
    But not for long.

  4. And just to square the circle, Lewis Carroll was a pedophile.
    Everywhere. You. Look.

  5. Hmmm. Attempted a reply rambling on about Tom Petty and the video's creators, but it seems to have vanished into the ether when I hit "publish." I'm going to check back and see if it shows up in the cue, and repost as necessary 'cause I think it will amuse you.

    I was wondering whether, with the big wheels in motion, we should be burning ammo on pop music. But there are tendrils heading every which way, and who is to say they won't become important as we go on. Apart from general consciousness raising, I don't flatter myself that anything I do is going to change the course of events. "Nothing can stop this. Nothing."

    1. Hey again X-Oli!!!

      Very trenchant thoughts & here's hoping your comment escapes un-edited from the ether soon...lots of monkey business and meddling going on -- just tonight VOAT went down under concerted DDOS attack big time, supposedly after some poor soul had the audacity to post a rambling link to Epstein's $$ network, the newly famous Nicole Junkermann, and the Vatican. Man, the hits just keep on comin'!

      And I'm sure lots of folks have wondered why I don't focus more on the culture aspects of this predicament we're in...for one, folks like Rob Ager & Vigilant Citizen, and others, have that waterfront covered quite well & do it far more justice than I could. Not that I think focusing on that aspect is burning ammo, either.

      As I've pointed out before with film quotes, and important seminal landmarks like True Detective, Rubicon, Parallax View, Eyes Wide Shut and so many others, a major weapon in the mind control infowar (for both sides) is what we see and listen to on a popular, regular basis. The truth being revealed is vital, and art will always be a vehicle for that, whether it's them pushing their agenda on us for gradual acclimation, or us telling them "we've got your number, assholes. The jig is up." It's the reason why I always quote so many song lyrics -- the truth is in there. We're also learning -- fast -- to turn it around on them:

      Sometimes I love humanity. And thanks for including Woody & Adam Schiff!! When the full Standard Hotel story comes out, that guy's head's gonna be on a pitchfork, with good reason.

      And yes, this cruise ship is full steam ahead, with or without us. But I'm still happily along for the ride. Glad you are too. That final port-of-call is gonna be a doozy! Meet ya on the docks then -- champagne in hand!!

      And finally, speaking of pop culture, I really can't recommend highly enough Under The Silver Lake (on Amazon Prime now.) That thing is destined to be an all-timer. Been thinking about it for days.

  6. P.S. -- and X-Oli, by all means, PLEASE flatter yourself, since, in the immortal words of Clarissa Estes, "It is not given to us to know which acts or by whom, will cause the critical mass to tip toward an enduring good."

    EVERYTHING counts. As my pal Mike Ruppert said (God rest his soul), "Fire your weapon!"

  7. Aaaaaand one final thing for now -- and this is for everybody gathering around the digital campfire in the middle of the night -- VOAT is finally back up & HERE'S what got it DDOSed to oblivion...copy & paste this to everybody at will -- they did NOT want this getting out:


    Thanks guys. No Compromise.

  8. Somehow I just managed to lose a longish comment again -- think it's this computer. Maybe this time I'll break it up and into pieces and keep it terse.

    Part One:

    The DCAHNM video was directed by Jeff Stein. His big break = writer/director of "The Kids Are Alright" documentary (=> The Who => Pete Townshend). Selected other director credits: "Torture" by the Jacksons (sans Michael); Warrant "Cherry Pie"; and a video for Springsteen's "Dancing In The Dark" that was never completed because Bruce walked out. Also: "Mother Goose's Rock & Rhyme."

  9. Part Two

    The DCAHNM video was produced by John Diaz. He also produced long form videos for Michael Jackson, New Kids On The Block, Elton John (him again), the Rolling Stones (=> Jagger) when they were on Virgin Records (=> Branson), and magician/accused sex criminal David Copperfield.

  10. Part Three

    DCAHNM was co-written by Petty and Dave Stewart of Eurythmics. Stewart also collaborated with: Chris & Cosey (ex-Throbbing Gristle => accused child sex abuser Genesis P. Orridge* and a whole truckload of references to occult ritual, sexual abuse and child murder); Jagger (him again); and Kiki Dee (duet partner of => Elton John (again)), among many others.

    The song DCAHNM was co-produced by Jimmy Iovine (=> Springsteen) (=> Geffen) (=> Trent Reznor => Marilyn Manson) (=> pseudo-wiccan Stevie Nicks) (=> spousal abuser Dr. Dre) (=> pedophile R. Kelly) (and all sorts of other unsavory characters)

  11. Part Four

    Back in the early 1980s I knew the family that lived next door to Petty. While I never ran into Petty over there myself, they claimed he was a regular guy and a good neighbor. Mind you, this was in the San Fernando Valley, a profoundly corrupting place. It's the center of the US pornography industry, though it looks like average middle class suburbia.

    At the time DCAHNM was made, the usual practice was for the label's marketing people to take charge of producing the video. They were trying to update Petty's image at the time (think the sitar and drum machine production on the song), so the video may have been pitched as a bit of edgy weirdness in keeping with the new wave of the time. And since Petty was a bit of a stoner, the whole "tea" sequence may have been a bit of a nod-and-wink during those "Just Say No" days.

    But, ... damn! That video is creepy as hell now, especially the proto-Abramovic sequence.

    OK, that's it for now. 'Til next time.


    1. X-Oli!!

      First off, a couplea things -- thanks for gathering all these thoughts together...I love strings like this. hideous must that initial Dancing In The Dark vid have been considering the calculated travesty-fest that Brian DePalma & "the Boss" foisted on us back in '84? Good Lord! I can't think of a better example of an artist turning around & biting his instincts in the ass than that piece of dredge. Completely drained the song of absolutely all of its sting, altho given the wretchedly dated synths, that wasn't a huge job.

      Gosh, ole Elton sure pops up a lot in these sketchy ruminations, don't he?

      OH NOES, NOT KIKI DEE!! (She had that lost-girl-in-the-library hot thing goin on for an extremely small window circa '75/76. Plus a voice that could level city blocks.)

      Tweren't nuthin pseudo about the wiccan-ness of the Nickster. Lord only knows what she & Iovine got up to when they were each others main squeezes, I think somewhere post Buckingham & Fleetwood & pre-Henley. The evil vibe (or at least non-Christic) abounds in that whole herd. And like I said, Iovine has a permanent cabin booked on every Geffen Voyage of the Damned.

      Dave Stewart always gave me a major pan-sexual case of the creeps. Altho Ghost's version of "Missionary Man" is the cat's meow!!!

      Finally, Reznor is a case. Goes from conjuring tunes within the walls of 10050 Cielo to producing probably still the greatest NWO warning shot I've yet seen in Year Zero. That thing was like the Beach Boys run thru an Aphex Aural Exciter during a Black Mass. An absolutely amazing call-to-arms against all the stuff we write and read around these parts. Which of course he backed away from almost immediately. Which they all do. Conscience and prescience can never top sales, baby, sales!! And what's expected of you after you're boxed in and pigeon-holed. But he gave us one startling moment of fused light and clarity.

      & yeah, I almost can't watch DCAHNM no more. Sad, innit?

  12. And finally back around to Petty to close...I find all the lyrics now from Southern Accents so telling:

    "Well maybe a little rough around the edges or inside a little hollow/ yeah I get faced with some things, sometimes, that are so hard to swallow.."

    "With one foot in the grave, & one foot on the pedal, I was born a rebel."

    "Well they burned down our cornfields, and left our cities leveled/ I can still feel the eyes of those blue-bellied devils/ Yeah when I'm walkin around tonight/ Thru the concrete, and metal..."

    "For just a minute there, I was dreamin'
    For just a minute it was oh so real
    For just a minute she was standing there,
    With me."

    "There's a dream I keep having, where my Mama comes to me
    And she kneels down over by the window
    And she says a prayer for me...
    (but) I got my own way of prayin'..."

    I'm sure you do, Tom. I'm sure you do. Incredibly poignant, sad thoughts and ruminations on an ultimately sad life. I don't care too much for know the rest.